Obstacles in the Way of Self-Transformation

This post will serve as an introduction to the obstacles to dreamworld mediation and inner transformation. These obstacles of the mind are constructed by our own individual need to create a predictable and “safe” version of consensual reality that we are comfortable with. External obstacles that have been imprinted/implanted into our minds by people can also be referred to as occult groups that have the “Knowledge” and know how to reconfigure reality to their suiting. Social media and the internet have made this easier for them. They can drive change at a turn of a switch where before they patiently labored sometimes for centuries to produce the sort of change they desire. The most recent significant one being the death of the Christian religion in terms of belief. There are still the structures and “traditions” in place, but they are shells of what they once were. People believe the church influences politics; instead, it is the other way around. The system has locked down control over its old enemy—religion and inserted its doctrine. The religion of fear. I will discuss Christianity and religion more in-depth in next week’s post.

Energy is created by thought/emotion; thought is created by concentrated consciousness energy. In free form without thought or constant emotional content attached to us, find ourselves with inexhaustible energy. Most of the people’s lives today are mainly lived unconsciously. Many people aren’t even aware of their actions and whether they are harmful actions to others or not. This unconscious network is created through emotional attachments through traumas (defined as either good experiences or bad). These traumas and emotional attachments create demons through thoughtform or the concentrated effort of thought to produce a being (children can be seen as a physical thoughtform). The argument being is that we had little choice in the matter; we received no guidance on how to navigate the things we don’t understand. That is true. But now we can do something about it or remain a victim to the unconscious forces that mostly have been a constructed effort of a system that wants you to be a slave to it.

The initial decision to act must be a concentrated conscious decision to act and prompt the kind of life change you desire. This concentrated conscious decision will give you the energy to start and finish the trial. The duration of the trial will depend largely on the individual person. I have found that the percentage of extroversion vs. introversion gives a clue to how deep the person will have to go and how much needs uncovered in order to receive what is needed. I suggest taking the Myer-Briggs test to know the percentage of introversion and extroversion. If you have smaller introversion, the trial could be relatively simple, and the information needed to free you somewhat easy to find. If more introverted, it could take years of effort to find what you are looking for.

When first beginning the mediation, it will be a battle against all the demonic forces within that don’t want you to enter, but through the energy produced by the concentrated conscious effort you will breakthrough. You have to not give up and keep ordering the mind to surrender. When you are finally able to break through the dreamworld, you enter will likely be very vivid and lifelike. This indicates the unconscious portion of the mind dedicating electricity to its function and thus stealing your energy. The more vivid, the more energy is being siphoned off by the unconscious mind that serves you no other purpose than to torment you and bind you in servitude to the powers that be. There are dangers down here as many of the things you will meet in this world haven’t been created by you but are implanted beings inserted into your mind from either a subliminal source or an external trauma induced by an interaction with the world you didn’t understand. This is why in the previous post, I encourage starting with finding the spirit animal (ego) because it will always keep your best interests in mind (it is naturally egotistical) and keep you safe, only allowing acceptable amounts of danger needed for personal growth.

One can wander in the dreamworld’s depths and never find what is needed for personal success. This often happens because people don’t understand the nature of this underworld. It is largely fueled by emotion. In my personal experiences, I have wasted much time here because I thought I needed something, but it turned out to be a fruitless waste of time. When I started to make real headway was when I realized I didn’t have control of certain emotional triggers in my life. The social justice warrior finds wrong in the external world because of their trigger, and I found the wrong in myself. It didn’t matter what it was; sometimes it was opinion, whether it be about politics or race relations I found if I was triggered by a person’s opposing opinion, I found that opposing opinion I had been triggered by the idea deep inside of me. It doesn’t mean that I held that opposing belief; rather, it likely means it was implanted in me over the course of my youth/life. I confronted this implanted idea and released the energy associated with it. That was what kept me going each time I found a trigger and meditated upon it; I released more energy to do the things I wanted to do in life. I have gone further than most will need to or have to, but that is because of my own individual success is determined upon sharing this information.

My advice is to use day to day interactions, whether at work or with your family, to find those triggering areas. Each time you feel emotionally triggered, concentrate your consciousness upon the trigger emotion when you meditate, and you will journey toward it playing out either an underworld scenario or reveal a past life where that particular emotion was attached. The emotion doesn’t have to be reenacted to produce the effect in the mediation, the memory of how it felt is enough.